oh no don't even tell me about your friend that sees me

in a way you don't understand cause I'm still my biggest fan

oh no never put your guard down as crazy as it sounds

crazier than my bottled up inside protected by your voice I hide

The year I tried to forget you make me want to remember

when ashes are falling to the ground you make it July in December

oh oh oh oh

oh oh oh oh

Oh no the sweetness of the moment, fades the memory of your part time presence

to stare up and finally understand to find my charm in a sea of sand

oh no I don't know what you do, what you do to find the truth

when insanity and tragedy keep the lid sealed shut on me

The year I tried to forget you make me want to remember

when ashes are falling to the ground you make it July in December

oh oh oh oh

oh oh oh oh

(different kind of music like last verse different)

If the doctor could send me a simple message not to roam too close to the edge

and run with this gut feeling

that I need healing

from my concealing, the words most precious to me

The year I tried to forget you make me want to remember

when ashes are falling to the ground you make it July in December

oh oh oh oh

oh oh oh oh